life has been on an uptick this year, especially compared to last year which was probably one of the worst years of life. part of me is scared that things will come crashing down at some point really soon but i’m trying not to think that way!! i’m trying really hard!!!! i’m trying to enjoy the good!
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Further down today’s ranking of Personal: page 4 of 4.
I am tempted to take tomorrow afternoon off work and have an afternoon / evening at a theme park doing halloween things and going on rides. Feels a bit weird to do on your own, mind.
I got so pissed off at life stuff offline (it's hard to be friends with friends sometimes) that I crashed at 7pm out of that exhaustion that comes from anger, but now it's 11pm and I'm awake and oh no this was all a series of unfortunate decisions
If I marry it’ll be for one of two reasons: i absolutely fell in love or for the sheer drama of having what looks to be a complete stranger approach me mid conversation at an event and go “so I see you’ve met my wife”
Filled out 600 forms this morning for the mortgage and mom's last SS payment and the refund on her Medicare premium. Now I just need to scan another 300 forms and I'll be finished with this paperwork. I still have not addressed the roof.
I'm out and about already. It's dark and single-digit-degrees cold, I'm wearing a woolly hat, and The Cranberries are on the car radio. I am so happy. 🍂🍁
Look at me booking my tour hotel a week in advance instead of a day. Progress ✨ but on the flip side, I waited too long and my usual room is sold out 🥲 #oursky
4 hours in into an 8 hour drive. I kind of like driving on a road with no other drivers, feels serene. :3
I’ve been invited to a few big social events over the next 2 weeks but I feel uncharacteristically anxious about going. I am considering making my excuses for one of them but I also worry why I’m feeling like this as I am very sociable and some good friends will be there. Weird.
need to relearn social skills instead of trying to teach people how to handle or interact with me like knowing how to schmooze and just chill, be genuinely curious about others, find and foster points of connection, etc etc and also to not be so in my head about shit i need to go to the gym more
Worked on a very hot floor all day and made the mistake of going home and showering. And that's why I skipped my union unit's meeting, picked up my favorite pizza in town and now I'm going to pass the heck out. Sorry. I was completely out of mana.
had two different dreams about sharks eating people last night so thats interesting
I once had a roommate who was 34 and I swear she said "Cole I'm too old for this!" all the time Drink on a weeknight? Cole I'm too old Stay out past 10? Cole Im too old for this Pickup game of volleyball? Cole do you realize I am 34 years old But... I plan to be doing ALL of this (intensely) at 34
36 year anniversary with my employer today. I celebrated by applying for another job tonight.
I just bought several cases of energy drinks in a moment of sleepy weakness.
Inače, nakon šta sam imala onaj cijeli rant oko toga da radimo sve da dobijemo dijete i da ću sve izdržat i vi ste me onako lijepo podržali (❤️) desilo se par baš glupih momenata, ja imala manji mental breakdown i živili smo par dana u mučnoj atmosferi
I just realized yesterday was my 13th anniversary of being a corporate slave. Yes, entered the corporate world on Monday, October 7, 2013. I took the day off yesterday too, not even thinking of the significance of it. It was a nice day despite ocd tugging at me throughout the day. 🫠 im tired grandpa
I am thankful for a beautiful sunrise as we drove to the tall ship. Three good sails, two with students, and one with a group of seniors. And my wife learning… Silly fun evening watching the Wizard of Oz with shipmates. (More on that later…😉)
If I had a nickel for every time someone at work mistook me for a 23 or 25 year old it would be 3 nickels... which isn't a lot but it's starting to become more common, but it's boosting my self esteem so keep those nickels rolling in I guess
I’ve made it to Melbourne and my hotel gave me a room upgrade! The universe is smiling on me right now.
I think I thrive in being “unassuming” but that’s probably more based on naturally being goofy and speaking matter of factly 90% of the time. Less pressure,very candid, mad cozy *shrugs*
I am very, very peopled out. My social battery has collapsed into itself. 3 out of the last 4 days onsite, constantly talking to residents and family members.
On the way to Melbourne, which sucks because I won't get to enjoy my new IKEA controller platter until I'm back
honestly not getting ghosted and also having a great conversation filled my soul cup up a bit I'm a lot and I tend to relate to others with anecdotes and metaphors, I could do better with keeping the floor open for others to speak, but sometimes it slots in nicely
And so there was light. Being in a truck without my PC means my brain has been firing full cylinders on my brainrots for all my special interests
tomorrow is going to be the longest shift of my life. i leave for work at 10. my dslr is scheduled to arrive at 10:30. im going to spend the entire shift itching to get home and check it out and make sure everything works
I'm so exhausted lately, the world is so distressing. I hope the work I do helps, even if only a little.
had a lovely meeting with a friend I havent seen much this year due to the heat being annoying with regards to meeting in VR gosh I love my friends so much mew
